Showing posts with label Nostalgia. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Nostalgia. Show all posts

Thursday, September 24, 2026

Birthday Reflections 2026: Contemplating the Half-Century Mark

 

The Orion Nebula (from NASA's Hubble Space Telescope, also my favorite Metallica song)


When I was a kid, I loved The Cosby Show. I hesitate to mention this, lest I give the criminally immoral creator of that show any attention, yet it was a huge part of my childhood. Such are the incongruities of life (but on the other hand: RIP Malcolm-Jamal Warner). I remember an episode when the main character is turning 50. His kids make an amusing presentation of “things that are older than Dad” to commemorate their father for “reaching the half-century mark.” 

A half-century!? My young mind reeled! Intellectually, of course, I knew people that old or older, but something about stating it as a “half-century” reconceptualized for me just how long that might be—if only I could conceive of an expanse of time five times longer than I had been alive at that point! What would life be like for me at that age? It was unimaginable. 

The unimaginable, dear reader, has a way of becoming reality. I reach my own half-century mark this week. That it is real makes it no easier to imagine, although now it feels unimaginably short rather than unimaginably long. 

Wednesday, July 15, 2026

Spoiler Alert: It's okay for movies to be fun!

 


I've had a busy summer, starting with a trip to India in May and then a few trips visiting family in Minnesota (including CONvergence, where I was on a panel on the Foundation TV show) and some fun witch tourism in Salem, MA with friends. I don't want to be that asshole who complains about having too many travels, so instead I'll say that I haven't had much time or energy for blogging as of late. I haven't made a post in about two months!

To rectify this horrific calamity, I thought I'd write about something that has been rattling around in my head as I've tried to keep up with this summer's busy movie season: it's okay for movies to be fun! 

I've seen a lot of excellent "serious" movies (especially Disclosure Day, The Amazing Digital Circus, and the horror movies grinding up records and getting actual young people into theaters: Backrooms and Obsession). I'll have more to say about those in another post. I also want to get this out there before The Odyssey takes over the summer blockbuster space (I've heard a lot of hype for it, and it will probably live up to it).

These summer 2026 movies have reminded me that movies can be fun: The Mandalorian and Grogu, Masters of the Universe, and Supergirl. (Special mention of one I saw at this year's Chattanooga Film Festival: Jump Scare).

Thursday, May 14, 2026

Society for Asian and Comparative Philosophy 2026 in Manipal, India


I'm extremely excited to be traveling to Manipal, India for this year's Society for Asian and Comparative Philosophy Conference!

Here's what I posted as an update on the Science Fiction and Philosophy Society website:

The late Anand Vaidya (1976-2024) argued that machines can have moral standing in light of his claim that sentience is not a necessary condition for moral standing. After considering his examples of zombies, Vulcans, and robots, I focus on Vaidya’s mention of Buddhism through a deeper analysis of the role of suffering in Buddhist philosophy and whether what Mark Siderits referred to as “Robo-Buddhas” would meet Vaidya’s criteria for moral standing. Could Buddhism’s commitment to healing through ending suffering make sense without phenomenal consciousness? Are consciousness and suffering both ultimately illusory? Might Vaidya’s concept of preferentially-tied computational intelligence explain suffering—a being aims to satisfy their preferences, which fails, and suffering arises? But if the Buddhist path requires eliminating preferences entirely (the very thing that allows for moral standing), are we left with the surprising conclusion that Buddhas lack moral standing? Does the healing promised by the Third Noble Truth require eliminating one’s own moral standing? Is this form of healing worth the price of such radical transformation? Is this a reason to reevaluate Vaidya’s theory, Buddhist philosophy, or both? I sketch some possible answers to these questions; by doing so, I hope to encourage others to continue the philosophical conversations that Vaidya began.

Since I'm flying halfway around the world, I figured I'd do a bit of tourism as well. I'll spend a few days in Delhi before the conference and then head to Kolkata after the conference. I'll also head to Bodh Gaya, where the Buddha became enlightened and where I studied abroad as an undergrad many years ago.

While in Kolkata, I'll be giving a talk at Presidency University: "Rethinking 'Scepticism' with Vandubandhu and Ratnakīri" on Thurs. May 28 at 3:30pm.

I'm a bit less excited about the travel time involved, but I have some good books to keep me busy while I can't sleep on the plan (Machinehood by S. B. Divya, The Years of Rice and Salt by Kim Stanley Robinson, Selfless Minds by Monima Chadha, and A Goddess of the River by Vaishnavi Patel). I'm excited to see what books I may find in India as well! I even get to stop in Toronto on the way there, which as a huge Kids in the Hall fan makes me happy, and Frankfurt on the way home with just enough time for a pretzel.

Wednesday, December 31, 2025

A Quasi-Scrooge Enjoys Holiday Horror 2025

 


I donʻt hate Christmas. I really donʻt. But I wouldnʻt say I love it, either.

For several years, Iʻve been watching holiday horror movies. Does this make me a "quasi-Scrooge" as I referred to myself a few years ago?

Iʻm all for peace on Earth and goodwill toward humanity (at least more than the people who run the world these days). But I find myself ambivalent this time of year. And since horror is a genre that allows me to deal with the fact that life isnʻt all puppy dogs and rainbows, it makes sense to me that one way to face my ambivalence about the holidays is to watch movies about homicidal Santas and eldritch elves. 

Monday, June 9, 2025

Floating in the Dream-Sea: The Great and Secret Show by Clive Barker

 


I first read Clive Barker's The Great and Secret Show about 30 years ago. It always stuck with me. Not so much specific plot points or even all the major characters, but certain ideas, scenes, and turns of phrase. I'm glad I decided to read this again. I loved it every bit as much, if not more, than I did the first time.

Like much of Barker's work, this might properly be called dark fantasy rather than horror, per se, although there are plenty of horror elements. 

It's also, as the introduction to this edition informs us, a result of Barker's engagements with philosophy. As an academic philosopher, I was amused by Barker's distain for "philosophical equations" encountered in university philosophy courses (a fair criticism of much of what we in the biz call analytic philosophy). Instead, Barker has been intrigued by Big Questions about belief, imagination, and mind--a point which makes a lot of sense of his work, especially when you combine it with some Lovecraftian sensibilities and Barker's own gnarly imagination.

And when it comes to The Great and Secret Show in particular, Barker tells us that Carl Jung was a major inspiration. The idea of a collective unconscious is too fertile for artists and storytellers like Barker to pass up, and I can see why, especially when Barker creates something as interesting as the concept of the dream-sea of Quiddity as his own riff on Jungian ideas.

But maybe I'm getting ahead of myself. What about the plot?

We meet a man named Jaffe who works in a dead letter office in Omaha, Nebraska in 1969. He begins reading letters about something called the Art, a secret, more real world beyond our own, and a sea of imagination and dreams called Quiddity. He embarks on a quest to control this other realm for himself (first step: murder his boss). This part of the novel goes a bit quickly, but somehow Barker makes it work as Jaffe goes from miserable postal employee to megalomaniacal murderer in a few dozen pages.

But the real story picks up a few years later in town of Palomo Grove, California. Jaffe and an antagonist of sorts called Fletcher become something more than human, and draw the town into their machinations, which result, in complicated Barker dark fantasy fashion, in the birth of several babies with both human and nonhuman fathers.

Okay, the story really picks up 18 years later with the babies now young adults. And Jaffe and Fletcher are still around, but also not exactly human.

Things get, um, complicated from there. But every twist and turn along the way is worth the journey. We meet a washed-up Hollywood comedian. A journalist and his friend named Tesla, both of whom become vital to the story later, as are some of those 18 year olds (Tesla in particular is an awesome character). There's also an ape-human hybrid, a wizard residing in a pocket dimension, and a character from other Barker stories who shows up briefly in this one and (if I remember correctly) much more in the sequel, Everville (which I also plan to re-read). And eventually there are horrors from beyond...

And yes, this is Clive Barker, so there's plenty of gnarly violence and kinky sex (and plenty of gnarly sex and kinky violence).

I don't know if I could summarize the whole plot here if I wanted to, which gets complicated and involves a lot of surprises, but my recommendation is to enjoy floating on the currents in Barker's dream-sea.

But what about Quiddity? It's a beautiful and deep idea. Definitely one I remembered for the last few decades. It's Barker's riff on Jungian ideas, with his own special touches. Particularly beautiful is the idea that all humans swim in the dream-seas of Quiddity three times in their lives: once at birth, once when they sleep next to the love of their life, and again before death. It's the source of love and life and creation for human beings (and not just human beings).

It's also dangerous, at least in the hands of those who want to control it rather than be shaped and invigorated by it. I love this way of thinking through the deep mystery of the human creative process: what are we doing when we create art and stories? How is creativity tied to love and hope and meaning? Are there worlds beyond that which we can see and hear and touch? Are those worlds more real than we know? How would we know?

Reading this again makes me wonder if Barker was one of the authors that made me think the kinds of thoughts that led me to study philosophy. I'm glad he turned away from academia and became, well, Clive Barker. But I'm also grateful that he's still enough of a philosopher to write beautiful, deep, and complicated works like The Great and Secret Show. Barker may also have explored a form of philosophical idealism somewhat similar to Kashmiri Shaivism in classical Indian philosophy (all is mind, and mind is a type of creativity).

Like Quiddity itself, however, The Great and Secret Show is vaster than I can summarize here. My advice: take the plunge for yourself.


See also my Goodreads review.

Wednesday, February 21, 2024

Connooga 2024!

 

Me at Connooga in 2017, which was apparently as blurry as the pre-pandemic years now feel.

After taking a few years off for the pandemic, I returned to Connooga last year (or at least for Saturday in a somewhat diminished capacity). This year Connooga is this weekend: Feb. 23-25! 

For Connooga 2024 I might try Friday and Saturday, and maybe Sunday, although duty requires I be elsewhere later that evening... for the early premiere of Dune, Part 2! (I'll be sure to share some preliminary nonspoilery thoughts of this movie I've been eagerly anticipating for three years.)

This year I won't be on a bunch of Connooga panels as I have been in the past. Unfortunately, the panel track I was part of (Deep Thought) was discontinued. Maybe next year I'll try to get on a few panels just to see how it goes.

Sunday, December 10, 2023

Dragons, Towers, and Constant Readers: The Eyes of the Dragon by Stephen King

 


The first time I read The Eyes of the Dragon was about 30 years ago. I didn't remember all the plot details reading it again, but I did remember that it's a fairy tale fantasy novel. Above all, I remembered the warm tone of the narrator who speaks directly to the reader. 

It's pretty much King's style in the little forewords and afterwords where he directly addresses his Constant Readers, only if he were telling us a long fairy tale. I loved that aspect of the book just as much or even more than I did last time. I have a clear memory of reading a particular passage in which the narrator wishes the reader a good night. I'm a sucker for that sort of thing, dear reader.

Wednesday, September 27, 2023

Stirring the Past Into the Future: The Spare Man by Mary Robinette Kowal



My 2023 Hugo reading continues with The Spare Man by Mary Robinette Kowal. What did I think?

I like the concept of this book, which you might call stirring the past into the future: pour a bit of the old Thin Man movies from the 1930's and 40's (married couple travels with their dog, drinking cocktails), but in space with a healthy splash of hard SF engineering--all served in a large glass of murder mystery. 

Saturday, November 19, 2022

Mini-Reviews of Spooky Stuff for Spooky Season, Part Two

 


Here at Examined Worlds, er, we don't say stuff like, "here at Examined Worlds." But if we did, and if there was a "we" beyond you and me, dear reader, I'd say something like, "Here at Examined Worlds, we consider spooky season to be a state of mind, not a month on the calendar."

And that's why I'm posting Part Two of my "Mini-Reviews of Spooky Stuff for Spooky Season" in the middle of November, a week before US Thanksgiving (although I may revisit some of my Thanksgiving horror favorites soon!). Enjoy!

Monday, September 5, 2022

Prey (2022) and Predators

 


Back in the day (the 1980's) I was a huge Arnold Schwarzenegger fan. (To be honest, I still am.) And one of my favorite of Arnold's 80's heyday was Predator (1987). I was a kid at the time, but something about the story intrigued me. Maybe it was that it started as a Rambo-type military story and became a much weirder science fiction story. Maybe it was my nascent love of stories that turn the tables on preconceived notions, a love that has only deepened over time. Maybe I just thought the Predator was cool.

Over the intervening decades I have watched most of the later iterations of the Predator, most of which were okay but none of which quite captured the same feeling as the original for me. Still, I was really excited when I heard that the newest Predator movie would be set in the early 1700's in North America and most of the human cast would be Native American. What a cool idea!

Monday, May 16, 2022

Review of Reviews: TV and Movies, May 2022

 


Apparently I haven't done a "review of reviews" since February 2021 and most of my reviews on the blog lately have been for books, so I figured it was time to do a "Review of Reviews" for some of the TV and movies I've been watching lately.

So check out my review of reviews of Firestarter (2022), Everything Everywhere All At Once, Severance, Outer Range, Inside Job, Dr. Strange in the Multiverse of Madness, and Gremlins 2: The New Batch! (Okay, you got me. Gremlins 2 is hardly new, but I did watch it recently, so here you go.)

I've also been watching all the new Star Trek shows as of late: Star Trek: Discovery, Star Trek: Picard, Star Trek: Lower Decks, Star Trek: Prodigy, and Star Trek: Strange New Worlds. It's a fantastic time to be a Star Trek fan! But that's a lot of Star Trek, so I will cover those in a separate post.

Without further ado: my review of reviews!

Wednesday, December 29, 2021

A Conclusion of McDune: Sandworms of Dune by Brian Herbert and Kevin J. Anderson


 

While Sandworms of Dune is definitely a McDune book, I can say I enjoyed most of it and found some things to like. And you do get the second and final part of a conclusion to the Dune saga. I like to think of it as one possible way the Dune saga could end rather than the definitive end we would have gotten from Frank Herbert. (If you are going to read this, be sure to read Hunters of Dune first; Hunters and Sandworms are a two-part series finale.)

Thursday, December 23, 2021

Christmas Horror Movies for Quasi-Scrooges: Silent Night, Deadly Night 3-5

 


Last year I watched a bunch of Christmas horror movies (read about it here and here). I didn't watch nearly as many this year, but I thought I'd concentrate on the continuation of the Silent Night, Deadly Night series, which does continue... for better or for worse. You better watch out.

Wednesday, December 22, 2021

Initial Non-Spoilery Thoughts about The Matrix Resurrections


I just finished watching The Matrix Resurrections, one my most anticipated movies of the year (after Dune, of course). The best spoiler-free review is the shortest: Whoa.

Me, watching The Matrix Resurrections

Saturday, November 27, 2021

Thanksgiving Horrors: "That's Not Cranberry Sauce"

 


Last year I decided to watch some Thanksgiving horror movies (read about it here!). This year I decided to make it a tradition. I re-watched one of last year's films (Blood Rage), watched a sequel to one of last year's films (Thankskilling 3), revisited an old favorite (Addams Family Values), and found a new film partially filmed in the city where I live (The Last Thanksgiving).

Apologies to those outside the US, this is going to be focused on US Thanksgiving. But I hope everyone reading this is staying safe and doing their part to avoid spreading COVID whether they observed US Thanksgiving this week or not.

Wednesday, June 23, 2021

Grief and Creativity: Lisey's Story by Stephen King



Lisey's Story is a strange Stephen King book in many ways, but I found it as engrossing as most of his other work.

I had read somewhere that King says this is his favorite of his books, and somewhere along the way toward my King fandom in recent years I vaguely decided to try to read all of King's books at some point (a major undertaking given how prolific he is!). Then with the TV adaptation coming to Apple TV, I figured it was time to read Lisey's Story.

Thursday, November 26, 2020

On Being Apart from Your Family on Thanksgiving

 


I’ve spent Thanksgiving apart from my family most of my adult life. Here are some thoughts for people who find themselves apart from their families this Thanksgiving.

Monday, September 7, 2020

Pandemic Journal, Part 13: 13 is Still Luckier than 2020

 


My longtime pandemic journal continues with Part 13 (well, it feels like a long time, but it hasn't even been six months...). You can see some of my previous entries here and here.

What do I think about the new school year in these strange days, the 2020 US Presidential election, reading Frankenstein, the labor movement, and other things? Read on to find out!

And of course there's the real reason most of you are here: the memes! Enjoy!

Sunday, August 16, 2020

Pandemic Journal, Part 12: Back-to-School Doom-Anxiety Edition


 

My pandemic journal continues with Part 12, Back-to-School Doom-Anxiety Edition.

Tomorrow is the beginning of the 2020-21 school year for me, so this juncture in my life and the lives of many others seems like a good time to post a journal update. You can see my latest thoughts at the end.

In recent week's I've come to feel what I've been calling doom-anxiety about the impending school year.

And as always, there are plenty of doom-memes to make the doom-anxiety go down a little easier. 

Whether you're here for the memes, my random thoughts, or you just realized you clicked on the wrong thing: good luck to us all!